This is really frustrating. After a year of making my cheap website, which I only paid 50 usd for both domain and host, it seems now that everything I worked for and the mind-blowing ideas I literally pulled from my head have gone just like that. I must say, I got audience on that blog. Although, for that whole year, I had some down time, I still cope to challenge myself on the idea of expressing my thoughts through writing.
So, what the hell had happened? My former host is 2mhost. Well, I’m quite satisfied with their service (not until now). It is the cheapest host I could get. But, because of unsatisfactory technical support, I decided to transfer my host and domain to GoDaddy. Well, I’m not really a techie person. All I know about this thing is pure chance of luck and enthusiasm to know stuff like this. Also, I really felt I need to do something not to waste money I paid for this crappy idea. So, I canceled everything on my former host and buy another one from GoDaddy without making a back-up of my file! Hmmmmp! I assumed that the technology is that advanced that let say I want to transfer money from one bank to another, it would be that easy. THIS DOESN’T APPLY FOR WEBSITE! Idiot!
I’m not so sure if this is somewhat a symptom of epidemic realization that blogging is a simple waste of time and energy. I dunno if Jehzlau felt the same way, which led him decide to stop blogging. After the “au revior” moment of my blog, I had a reverie of sleepless nights while coping with a disastrous event of my life in the internet industry. What I mean is, “hinde ko talaga matanggap na mawawala na sya ng ganun ganun na lang.”
So now, I’m trying to compose myself so I can cope with this disappointment. Anyway, I’ll try again for another year if I still love or addicted to blogging. Let’s see where my thoughts and stupidity will bring me.